Rainy Sunday
Don’t you just love the rain sometimes.
Especially when days like these seem so good for all to relax and snuggle up to bed with your beloved boyfriend/girlfriend/bolster/pillow/soft toy as huge as a human size or whatever. I only have a bolster and a cushion. Haha.
I have been out under the sun even before the rain drop hit me. And I would say that I’m rather lucky to not be drenched but rather unlucky to get sunburns. But still, I’m peeling as if you can peel an orange. But I would say the experience for shooting an Asian-wide event as well as being on a boat is just a thing to remember. It will never be vague. I would say that this whole process that I’m going through, does help me get a big break from life. Yes, though the pay is little and a lot of work has to be done, but then again, like I have mentioned a million times, for the portfolio sake, that’s why I’m damn determined to get something out of this whole experience.
And I have done it. Like several times. YES!
It’s just one of those days that I have always been thinking of.
Hopefully this is the start to all that is better this 2nd half of the year. =)
Days that passed me by..
Ok, within these few days, I know I haven’t been updating well, but if I want to sum it all into a sentence, it will be that I’m dreading the Sun and I’m so tanned that I don’t look like the Marcus you knew. Whatever that sentence is, I will look like a “chindian” by the last day of the Asian Youth Games. 3 more days Marcus, tolerance level is tested.
Now, let me picture you what happened the past few days that happened. Literally.

I don’t know if you guys can see but it’s the parachuters that I’m going to mention about. Anyway, this was taken while waiting for dinner at the Marina Square Food Court, and while the SAF is having their NDP rehearsal, parachuters (as usual for most NDPs) glide down after jumping off from the Chinook, spiralling down like slides at a playground.

This is the poor dog that my dad looks after at his workshop. Not really under his care, but the dog actually kinda looks after my dad’s workplace, barking at whoever strangers that walked past or into my Dad’s workplace. But if it sees that you are a regular here, he will come up to you and just sit beside you, gazing around with so much freedom to flaunt.
Then again, this dog came from a ship like at least 5 years ago and it didn’t wanna get up the boat again. It was pretty lively but got knocked down accidentally by my Dad’s friend and the poor dog went limping on one leg ever since. And my Dad’s friend felt guilty and at the same time, he felt fated to look after the dog, so he took care of it till the day he shifted out of the vicinity. Now it’s under my Dad’s care indirectly, although there are other people around looking after the dog concurrently. But it seems that it always visits my Dad regularly everyday, sitting inside the workshop and relaxing.
The other amazing thing about this dog? When it has to pee or shit, it swims to the other side of the canal at my Dad’s workplace to do his business before swimming back – that’s how fantastic this dog is. =)

Dad was trying to stick up this Carlsberg car decal sponsored by his friend and at the same time, using it to see if we can win more tickets to catch Liverpool FC playing in Singapore this 26th of July. I can’t wait though!

This is my accreditation pass to the AYG venues all over Singapore. I know I look like a criminal from the Philippines, but still, it’s my pass and stop laughing at it. I know you are laughing right now. Sheesh.

As I was sitting at the bus stop opposite Bukit Timah Shopping Centre waiting for Dawn to give me a lift to the National Sailing Centre, I look up and I saw the many things that a normal human being would wish to have. Firstly it is to have a house to call their home (which is the private apartments that you see at the back), then to have a car (which is the carpark in the front), and last but not least, to run a business of their own to have a stable job and income (on the left of the picture is the shopping centre, with stores that resembles business that you wish to set up in time to come.).
And it kept me thinking and thinking about my future, and who am I to marry to and spend the rest of my life with, to earn the amount of money to sustain the liabilities in life. Of course, it is early in the morning, but that doesn’t stop my mind of thinking about all this. Finding a girlfriend is hard already. Having a family is much more suffering, although I love the warmth. =)
Oh well, work hard for a better future. =)

Saw this pair of Vans and I thought it looked damn cool. Amazing enough, it was the size of my feet as well. Tried it on and thought it looked real cool, but then again, in the end, I didn’t buy it because I wanted to check if the outlet at Ngee Ann Civic Plaza has this, and I could have 20% off for it. This pair is lovely I tell you. =)

This is the thing that sometimes I don’t understand my mum. She makes qingqing (the girl) sit there with her potty, doing her business while facing the locked gate but with the door wide open for the world to view. And the girl happily sits there and “lepak” at one corner, singing her favourite Barney tunes (Yea yea laugh at me. LOL.) and then continues to fiddle with her fingers while hanghang (the little boy) wants to camwhore with me as seen in the picture desperately trying to pose but fails to do so because I’m not in the mood to smile. Shit that is a damn long sentence.
And whenever the girl has her business to do, that’s her favourite spot – and no one can change that. Hah.

I hiked around Orchard alone today while looking for a pair of shoes as well as other cheapo stuff, and I came across Royal Sporting House, and I saw the person I knew. So I went in and I thought this shoe was really cool and it looked like the one to replace my spoiling Converse sneakers, so I asked if this was a 20% and she said no.
Because it’s a 40% discount for me. (ALRIGHT MAN!).
Of course, I bought this below $60. A nice slip on, a good slip on, and of course, not an impulsive buy, because it’s really quite comfortable inside. But still, I’m happy with the purchase. And I’m also educated on the fact that Vans is a 40% off thing for me now. Shopping is really tempting sometimes. And I was really happy that I only manage to spend on the shoes and nothing else in fashion.
But I spent money on a Siew Mai and a Da Bau from Teck Kee Bau, a slice of Oreo Cheesecake and a medium Mango Fruit Juice from Spinelli’s, and a Chicken Briyani from Prata House and then a bottle of water and a can of 100 Plus at The Baker’s Story. I shittily spend too much money on Food and Beverages. I think it’s time to cut down on such stuff.
Then again, I don’t want to hope, but I can gurantee that there’s an estimation of about $500 more to be in my bank. Of course, if only the private party job was approved, if not I would have been more rich than I thought. Shit.
Oh well, hopefully a wedding shoot this Sunday is confirmed. It sucks to be not earning enough. =s. I have 3 more days to suffer under the sun, and it really seems that this half of the year is when other people is starting to find their right partners and falling in love all over again. Not jealous about it, but I could only sit in envy. But no point envying because it’s your fate that your fight for in life.
Well, I’m tired of fighting. It’s just not meant to be. So whatever happens will happen. Patience is still a virtue.
After all, we all wait to find the right one, don’t we?
P.S. I won’t be showing you how black I am now because I’m really quite black and it’s fugly on the face. Haha. =X
I have some time now. I will buy it.
Ok I can’t buy it. But I can use it.
Woke up early to realise that I can actually drive the car today. In the end of the day, I really do not know what time I will end, but I know it will be fun to be out on sea, although it’s hard not to be overwhelmed by the shapeless form of the sea. Then again, I will do my best, be prepared for a shoot that I will do. It’s some relatively new to me though I took my chances for Waterfest 2008 and did well.
Hopefully this time round, I can experience something new. =D
Wonder what is it like to face the sun again. Sunblock is a necessity and will be my best friend for the next 1 week or so. I wanna get darker but not redder. Shit. Does this always have to happen to me. Oh wells. That’s sports for you. After this shoot, I’m gonna find time for soccer, badminton, tennis, basketball, whatever. As long as I can keep the fitness up.
And now for me to take my leave.
The beginning of torment.
From today onwards, I will be one of the world’s most busiest persons ever. Covering Asian Youth Games’ Sailing competition day in day out, boat on boat off, on shore off shore and much much more.
I won’t be online. Even if I will be, then it will be for a short while. You will never hear a word from me unless I’m free to reply. For once, I’m gonna be gone for awhile.
I’m tired. I’m lacking of sleep. I will head to bed. I will be busy from now on.
Don’t miss me. Because I’m nothing to miss for. =)
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My 601st Post.
And time flies and I just hit my 600th post yesterday. Nostalgic? I don’t know. What have I updated from my blog is all that is bad, good, average, entertainment blah blah blah.
Now, for some REAL nostalgic experience, OJ gave me a good view on archives. On how our kid writing can be so childish in our own eyes now. As we look back to our memories – be it bad or good – it’s still worth the read. I went back in time to pick up some “distinctive” paragraphs, posts or lines that I did and thought it was rather lame at this point of time. Haha.
September 9, 2004 - “wednesday – started work at 10am… gathered at suntec at 10… then start the whole process… slacked a little… played some games.. i was under the Xbox side… so i was the game marshal for Halo.. cuz my side the ‘Project Gotham Racing 2 (PGR2)’ is held the next day… so i have to help the other side… we managed to clear the 4 groups of gamers… got father and son and nephew playing… the father aint that bad… but the son is better… he beat another young kid 15 kills to none… WTF… child prodigy… haha… yup… tiring day… lunch was delayed… and dinner wasnt served… crap… damn it…”
November 7, 2004 – “Saturday – slacked around at home… woke up around 11… then later evening went to bukit batok to meet fairus… then later went to pamela’s birthday at hume park 2… slacked around then ate some buffet food… then she got this birthday cake which is so god damn big… but its nice… haha… then later ate the cake liao then my friend drove a merc and sent me home.. haha… then later went home watch soccer lor… liverpool lost again… argh… by one stupid goal from darren anderton… haha… crap goal…”
December 2, 2004 – “28th Nov – My sister Andrea, my cousin nicholas and noraini’s birthday… haha.. went to play soccer at turf city… lost 6 – 2… raining… wet… tired… then later went to eat then went home… then later went to macpherson to eat mee pok… then saw ppl like M.C king, Henry Thia and Marcus Chin… all the Jack Neo gang ppl.. haha… then later left… and suddenly my dad made a decision to go suntec… surprising huh… haha… went to carrefour to shop… mum bought a christmas present for me and my bro… a Risk : Lord of the Rings Trilogy Edition board game…. cool sia… very fun… then later went to the fountain of wealth to touch some “wealthy water”… haha… then wait quite long for that… then later went to buy birthday cake for my sis at Polar… then later went home, cut cake… slp…”
April 10, 2005 – “my birthday… just over… 20 years old… OLD… hmm… manage to clear all my papers.. left one not so important paper… but will study soon… hmm… got some presents… a nike towel from my bro and his gf, got an umbro shirt from asri and his gf, got some gift that i dunno how to describe from jef, winston and suban, got photo frame from my sister, got ang paos from grandma and aunt… last but not least, a nice photo from the SPInnovex from project groupmate fairus…”
August 7, 2005 - The BRAVERY CONCERT. *Warning – some old photos of me. LOL.*
January 1, 2006 - “then later i went to meet suban, muq, colin, and his friends… although i cant really remember their names though… but it was nice knowing them… knew someone in there from golf wing… gonna initiate us one tuesday… but.. i dunno whether i going to air wing then in the end never initiate until that jia lat.. hmm… fireworks were damn cool.. actually almost the same as the theme from national day’s… its the singapore team… later left suban and the rest…. went to sent darling home… so tired… sat the last train at the NEL.. then sat the last train to jurong east… then sat the last train to yew tee… so tired.. reached home.. change, wash up.. then snooze off…”
March 10, 2006 – “God. Please Bring my Brother Back home… i beg u. to cure of all his illness… pls.. i will cry to bring him back…”
July 3, 2006 – “been grounded at home thanks to a soccer ball that hit my eye. had an abrasion at the cornea… even i cant see much on what i m typing now… using just instincts… hmmm… this week got summary training outfield.. but looks like i cant go.. thanks to my vision blurness… damn… hope its nothing serious huh…”
May 4, 2007 – “Gonna go clubbing at night cuz its Lianjin’s Birthday. Next Week got more photos. now got 2. One from Party World with kw, jk and lj.”
October 24, 2007 – “Sometimes I wonder whenever I blog, I’m so called uttering blasphemies against life. As if like my life is crumbling like a cookie chewed in the mouth. Cursing at things, swearing at my times of “calamity”. Lol. But then if a blog is here for you not only to “diary” your life, then in the other way, you could always rant at the things you hate the most in your current situation. Which is why I’m criticising everything I see. I couldn’t take the fact that the world is a place so unbecoming for humans to live in. Especially in the country that I had utmost respect.”
February 21, 2008 – “I have always been keeping silent as being taught by my dad, because to observe is to know. And to know is to learn from one the right thing the right way. Being observant serves as a survivor tip in the office, because living in this kind of condition ain’t easy at all, especially when I’m an officer during NS times. And when you enter civilian life, your status is being reduced to an Ikan Bilis. That’s rather sad though. LOL.”
June 26, 2008 – “Feels kinda sad to see friends that leave Singapore to pursue their future and education elsewhere, but as a friend, I believe we should support them in their decision because it’s no doubt the best way to escape this place. Society stress, only-money environment, one day we will all fall prey into the hands of a robber, or robbers.”
And still, I couldn’t bring myself to the point that I actually BLOGGED like that. Kid language. I think I’m a little disgusted with myself last time. Haha. But still, those were the past. Looking back wasn’t mandatory. It was a choice to bring forth happiness. To throw away sadness. And I believe everyone that has bad memories should just wash them away and start anew. Pain shouldnt be carry forward to the future. Because if that’s the case, then you aren’t ready for anything spectacular.
Time to change the world Marcus, time to change the world. =)
Pic of the Day: Leave a light on for me. =)

A Day at Work with the Dad.
Ok, so I was deployed to help my Dad with his job. So I had to do what I had to do as a son. And of course, I was bored, so I took some pictures along the way while driving a Fiat Punto as instructed by my Dad. And while working, I had many insights to do and try. Fixing cars has never been so fun. And it was a good thing to do because I can get away from many thoughts of mine. It feels like I have started afresh. I guess I could only pray for a better half of the year.
Now, let my pictures from my iPhone do the talking. May it speak a thousand or million words. =)
This was before work on Saturday when there’s NDP at the floating platform. Looks like the mobile column is back on track. =D
Now work begins.

At some place in the car. It’s those scaffolding parts that you are seeing now. LOL.
The auto gear of the Punto. =)
Found a similiar colour but totally not maintained Mazda 121 that my dad is using now. And I as well. Haha. Coincidental. =D
That’s a pile of… I really dunno what is it.
Somewhere in Penjuru.
Containers that stack real high.
The dart board at my dad’s workshop. It’s fun when you are bored and you really feel like throwing a dart at someone’s face. Haha.
His garden table in his workshop. Old school shit. =D
While working halfway, my dad spotted a crab while he was under a car removing the oil filter. Amazingly, this crab actually crawled from sea till our workshop. That’s partially because my dad’s workshop is just beside the sea. But still, it was rather cool to see a crab – saltwater one – at a workshop. Haha.
Empty bottles of engine oil disposed off somewhere.
Old wheel.
Car jack. Seen one before? LOL.
Filter balls for the fish tank.

Tyres and pipes make a neat work place. Or is it?

So we head down to VICOM for a vehicle inspection and I was there with my dad as he drove a lorry. Not too bad. Get to slack out of the workshop. =)

Get to slack at a very uber comfortable sofa while waiting at VICOM.

People dangling stuff out there like no one’s business. Just amazed by the height. Haha.

The fan that saved me from many more mosquito bites. But still I had 3. It’s healed. Haha.
And yes, I have a Nerf Maverick 6. Went over to Brendan’s place for a shootout as well as range practices. Madness. But it reminds me so much of a Hellboy handgun. Or revolver so to speak.
And I was caught off guard while taking a sweet short nap at Coffee Bean at Orchard Central. I dunno who took this, but it must be either one of them. Haha.
And yes, they had to use my phone.
Basically, we headed down to Zam Zam for dinner and Sisha and Haji Lane. It was a total fun night with the Nobles and Joyce. Haha. Well, I was hoping for a full attendance today. Sad to say only Zainal couldn’t join us. But I’m hopeful of another full attendance outing some day. Pray to God that we all can make it full. Madness. Whahaha.
Now to sign off back to sleep. More photos tomorrow. Next time I will edit my iPhone photos. So that at least it looks more artistic. =\
Transfomers: Revenge of the Fallen

Oh my god, oh my god, oh my god.
The plot – Decepticon forces return to Earth on a mission to take Sam Witwicky prisoner, after the young hero learns the truth about the ancient origins of the Transformers. Joining the mission to protect humankind is Optimus Prime, who forms an alliance with international armies for a second epic battle.
Ok, can I just sum up the fact that the movie is just as fantastic as how I picture my perfect holiday? Haha.
More robots, more huge ass kick ass fights, more actions, more explosions, more CGI, more of everything. And the fact that it is the movie that I deem to be a movie of the year again. And the dosage of humour is rather more than what I expected. But to sum it, 2 words – FUCKING EPIC.
Now the bad ones. What’s with robots that speak like rappers? Weird. That isn’t really a robot in a way. It’s like watching 2 Jazz. I mean, Jazz alone with that rapper accent is bad enough. What’s next. The twins. Shit. But still, I still like it when they kick some Devastator ass. Oops. Spoilers. But no more.
Plot wise, it has become more like a war in my context. Missiles, airplanes, ground troops, covert ops, special forces, tanks, aircraft carriers. Shit man, it’s like the US flaunting their armed forces over and over again. How many times have we seen F-22? Haha. But ultimately, its the robots that count. I mean, huge gigantic fights. Not one, not two but three. My oh my.
Overall – I LOVE THE DAMN MOVIE! Whoever says it’s bad is being a Decepticon. LOL.
Ratings – 5 out of 5 stars.
Swiss Culture
Dined in during Nianci’s birthday at Suntec city. Was looking for a place to eat but chanced upon somewhere over at Suntec. So we decided to give it a try.
And being on budget, I decided to order the set meal, which actually cost like $22.80++ that comes with a soup/salad, a main course and last but not least a drink/dessert to go with. And for every 2 set meals, there’s one side dish to go with for free, so I chose clams with some sauce whereas the other was chicken wings. We had like 5 people ordering set meals. So I chose Onion Soup, Sirloin Steak and last but not least, peppermint cake respectively.
Well, for the onion soup, I’m afraid that it’s alright at the first taste, but the after taste was really salty. Too much salt in fact. Wasn’t really my cup of tea. Or is it the way of the Swiss? Pardon the photos, only had an iPhone to take. Sorry.

The onion soup that doesn’t look at all tasty.
Then later when the clams came, I had fun eating the clams, though it was a portion for 5. Not too bad, as the sauce that they had was pretty alright, but I felt it could be better because there’s something that still lacks in it. Prolly the spice. But judging from how it was served, I think it’s pretty healthy from the looks of the dish itself. The chicken wings are good. In fact, it doesnt taste salty, yet it’s rather perfectly golden brown fried. The marination is not too bad too. Haha.

Chicken Wings.

Clams that look really… Clammy.
Then came the maincourse. Of course, I slowly but surely finished my main course, and the beef was alright. Thick and tasty but not tender enough. Medium rare is the done-ness. LOL. But then, the wedges as well as the cherry tomatoes made up for the tenderness. Perhaps the fact that Swiss culture is more into seafood explains more about why their meat is pretty alright only.

Sirloin steak that looks really nice actually. Don’t let the pic deceive you.
The peppermint cake is definitely small in portion, but because after having a good thick piece of steak, sometimes dessert need not come to heavy, so I perhaps thought taht this would be the right amount and portion for one. It’s alright only for the cake. It will taste better if it’s colder.

The cake that looks cute but taste alright. Haha.
Overall, ambience is a little classy, service was normal, although we had to face Toys’R'Us, but still, it was enjoyable. And it seems that the dishes were pretty well-made to suit healthy diets. But do remember that you only dine there with enough cash because it’s really a little steep for the pricing. But still, I will try their seafood combo next if I ever end up there again. It sure looks sumptuous!
RATINGS (Out of 10 Stars)
Customer Service – 7
Ambience – 7
Food (Outlook) – 7
Food (Taste) – 8
Cost – 8
I Love You, Man

Caught this with Suban and Geokie at Lido.
The plot – This film centres on a guy (Rudd) about to be married, whose fiancee (Rashida Jones) is calling all her friends to be in the wedding. Realising he has no friends, he starts to go on man-dates to find a best man; and finds one in Segel.
Think about it, this whole movie made me laugh my socks off. But nothing’s perfect right? Well, acting wise, Paul Rudd did an alright job. He tried to be funny with all the lingos and funny one-word stuff but still it didn’t work out much for the audience. Plot wise, it is actually really predictable. I tried mapping out what happened next and most of the time I got it right spot on. Tough? Bluff.
Then again, the story is rather refreshing, as there’s a new approach to how even 2 straight guys could spark a very good relationship. Not physical, not gay, but like a buddy and brother relation thing. Perhaps maybe in a softer way but not gay. Haha. The show is rather gay-ish in terms of content, but still, it was hell lot of laughter in the theatres.
In all, I felt that it could do better due to an ending that I expected more. But still, it was a joy to watch and laugh at. Haha.
Ratings – 3 out of 5 stars
Between Angels and Insects
Saw her today.
Looked so different.
Shittily different.
What I meant was.
She looks plastic.
She looks dolled.
She looks… disgusting.
She looks……………………………. fake.
And all I did was to not even glance at her. For all I know that eyes of hers will only bring about the worst temper of mine. If I looked right at her eyes, I would have flared up like how Satan will unleash it’s power on Earth. If I looked right at her eyes, I will beat the crap out of her like she wasn’t even meant to be. If I looked right at her eyes…. I will prolly murder her.
Still. Her name was never to be mentioned. Because it wasn’t worth the syllable to speak. It wasn’t worth the 1 second to say. It wasn’t worthy of mentioning. I didn’t had to say hi. I didn’t want to. Because she fucking wasted my time. And since I’m venting most of my frustrations here, and also because I do not want to cause grevious hurt, so I will do some “direct” venting and ranting here.
To: You who shall not be named – Seeing you makes me one step closer to the edge before I break. I did everything I could for the relationship but you just have to let me feel this way. You only see people in the looks. You only stick to those who are hot and suave so that you have some “status”. You irk me at the sight of you. You disgust me. You disappoint no one but yourself. You make my life completely miserable but you don’t deserve pity especially from me. You like to think you’re never wrong. You want to act like you’re someone. You want someone to hurt like you and you fucking drag me to your shithole. And I’m here anticipating all the fucked up feelings again. Thanks to you, I had a miserable one month. Thanks to you, my life turned upside down.
You just look like a whore. Overdress piece of junk only seeking the most of attention. Trying to be tall when you are obviously short, trying to have hair when you obviously don’t, and trying to look all glamourous when you heart isn’t. Tsk, what a poser. What a clown. What an attention-seeker. Everyone was right, you will NEVER make a good girlfriend. Because you are NEVER one good person yourself. They even think that you can just be as good as a normal friend or acquintance. But let me tell you something. You are nothing more than a useless insect. You don’t even deserve to have friends.
Let me get this straight into that fucking thick skull of yours. You might not be reading my blog anymore, but let me tell you that I will always believe in retribution and karma. And I know it will happen to you again and again because God has always stand by me in times of need and bad. It will haunt you every night. Your sins are awaiting to be accounted for, waiting to be punished. I will pray for all this to happen because you are just thrash. Wait, I don’t even think that you are worth my brain cells. You are just fucking taking up space in my brain, like how internet cookies are, useless with no benefit or gain.
You aren’t worthy of my time to think. You can go on being all rebellious about your own thinking because you are just another selfish person for your own liking. You never knew what is right from wrong. You’re impatient. You are just one hopeless person. No one can save you. Not even your current squeeze. Good luck to whoever’s with you, because I know they are sure to regret that they are with you.
Oh, and the truth is, I regretted. I realised, and yes, I regretted. Fuck all your obsessions. Like seriously. Because no matter how much you try to change yourself, you are still that fuck up impression that everyone has on you. Get a life. Because I will never be jealous with what you have in life. I’m sure than ever that even the most ugliest girl in this world is better in person than a piece of shit like you.
I have seen your true colours. Because inside you’re ugly, ugly like me. I can see through you, see through the real you. You can deceive every other human being but not me. For I have no remorse and no mercy in my words to you.
YOU fucking spoilt my day and my mood.
I feel so much better saying all those stuff. And I’m a free man once again. Feels so much lighter in my chest.
I breathe easy now.
Let it Snow, Let it Snow, Let it Snow.
How I wish there’s snow in Singapore, so that the MOTHEREFFINGHOT weather can just go away. And then all of us here can say goodbye to perspiration, goodbye to stickiness and goodbye to humidity. That will be the most wonderful gift this Christmas. No, wait. not Christmas. NOW. Haha.
I can’t even believe I’m slightly perspiring in my room with the air-con switched on.
Then again, I realise that I will always have a busy schedule every week starting from Wednesdays. Then it will be jammed packed most of the time till Sunday. Next week my life starts on Wednesday again. Because… I bought 4 tickets to Transfomers 2 : Revenge of the Fallen. So far only Colin free. Haha.
I found this pic of a fellow Tweetpeep’s blog in Twitter. Check this out.

Tattoos that determine you. Thank god I’m socially acceptable. =D
Credits to: http://www.dimsumdollies.blogspot.com/
There’s a few times in the bathroom when I was bathing and I switched on the radio for some music while taking a shower that I came to hear about the advertisement about kids describing how their world will be like with a direction to save the Earth from pollution. So I was wondering when some actually had cute replies like robot dinosaurs that eat thrash. But I stopped a while and think – How do I want my world to be like? Can we shapeshift? Can we create a world of our own? If kids have dreams, I’m sure we all have ours.
Though physically we couldn’t do much, but I guess our actions create a world that is at least happier for us to live in. The true important keys to happiness is to hope but not hope too much, think but don’t think too much, and do but don’t do too much. As like everyone will know that doing too much is no good at all.

Can we have like many stars everytime at night in the sky?
We all lived to see a better tomorrow, learn to look for a brighter future and lose the many problems in life. But in all, we do not generalise the ups as glories and downs as mistakes. After all, to err is human. We tell ourselves that the ups are completions in the modest of ways and mistakes as lessons to be learnt from. Our world might not be a perfect one, but the least we can do is to accept the fact that it’s not perfect so that we won’t be disappointed on our own? =)
In this ever so materialistic world and jailed society here, I can only hope for a miracle everything I do something or end up in a situation. Because even the happiest person will never be contented with life. So we should all learn to be contented in life. Because being contented with life makes you create your own world. We can have all the wants and needs in life, but if you aren’t contented with them, you will never be joyful.
Never stop dreaming my friends. Because it’s dreams that keeps you going. =)
Pic of the Day: He’s a prick for sure.

Storm
Lifehouse – Storm
how long have I
been in this storm
so overwhelmed by the ocean’s shapeless form
water’s getting harder to tread
with these waves crashing over my head
if I could just see you
everything will be alright
if I’d see you
the storminess will turn to light
and I will walk on water
and you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright
and everything will be alright
I know you didn’t
bring me out here to drown
so why am I 10 feet under and upside down
barely surviving has become my purpose
cause I’m so used to living underneath the surface
if I could just see you
everything will be alright
if I see you
the storminess will turn to light
and I will walk on water
and you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright
and I will walk on water
you will catch me if I fall
and I will get lost into your eyes
and everything will be alright
I know everything is alright
everything’s alright
If only there’s someone for me to see. Hmm..
A Monday that was interrupted by my mum.
After a tiring Sunday night of working at the PC show, I reached home, hoping that I can get a good long rest till the next morning (or perhaps afternoon), and so I went to bed, knowing that the computerised test isn’t really necessary and that I could postpone. After all, the letter stated that I applied for a PILOT vocation when I didn’t at all.
But thanks to my mum, she had to wake me up, force me to go, only to reach there to be given an option that it’s my choice to take the 5 freaking long hour test and to hand up a stupid form that I could do it by mail. The reason why I woke up and go is because my mum actually made ham and chicken essence for me to eat before I decided to complain so much and not to go but seeing her do all that for me, I felt guilty. But I told her I will postpone but she didn’t listen. Now I’m mothereffingtired. Like so damn tired. So what did I do?
I slept after reaching home at 9 plus after leaving the house at 6:45am. Of course, woke up at 2 plus to eat lunch and then continue looking after the kids until mum finishes her cooking for dinner. And of course, being bored while “babysitting”, I had to do what I had to do.

Yes I know, Barney’s my good friend. And the pics look very “laptop taken”. Which is not true. Haha.
Guess I was really really bored. Now let there be supper and that something will be more spectacular during that time.


























































