Yes, March is here and I’m happy because the show will be over in 2 weeks, and I’m glad that I can actually finish the job fast, get all the OTs over and done with, and either start afresh and get along with another job, unless the company offers me another 3 months into the job. Will relish the chance of another job, but I couldn’t be happier on saving money for transport and food.
Frozen in the light, my friend woke me up from my bewildered and blanked stare. “Eh, got scissors or not?” he mentioned. So I passed him mine as I thought to myself how did I ever manage to end up in a daze while working with such fast-pace today. Then after looking at the calender, I bow my head down in defeat, just to realise that I’m working on Sunday. Not really a Sunny Sun-day today because of the few hours thunderstorm filled environment outside the office, making the office even less thermal.
As I shivered across the office, I realised that I have been tasked with many “it-seems-so-darn-difficult-but-in-fact-it’s-rather-simple” job. But maybe because I haven’t been concentrating anything but work lately that’s why it makes me rather stressful to think about work. And yes, working my job is hard earn money as I get many many other things rather than what’s within my job scope. I guess I have been over-friendly about the whole issue. At least that kinda reflects a good image of myself doesn’t it? (Those who know me will either go – “What the heck man.” or maybe “You gotta be kidding me” or who knows – “Ya Right.” ) LOL. Is there curiousity to why I even won a Courteous student award in school? Haha.
Maybe that’s how life passes me. Without knowing it, I guess I will be in Uni. But my dad is still giving me like a hint on not to study. It’s understandable because all below me is what he’s supporting, but then I would want to get a degree to get a better job. He makes it sound as if he just wanted me to work and forget about studying. I wished I could work and study at the same time, but it will be very distracting on both ends. Sigh. Dilemma sets in again. And it’s like months before, they were mentioning to me about continuing my studies, and after that few months, they are asking me not to.
I hate it when people alter my thoughts. It’s my brain, not yours.
Pic of the Day : Beneath every surface lies a very deep and dark secret. =)
