benchmarc

March 13, 2008

Satisfactor.

Filed under: Just Updates, interest, life, money, reflections, shadow, singapore, whatever — egomarc @ 11:03 pm

The fair ended in a blink and I’m quite surprised that I’ve come this far from the working hours and overtimes that I have done while striving real hard for the fair to be a success. I was told that my job for this fair was treated “far worse” then previous temp staffs in previous shows. So am I being bullied? I guess so. Am I being used like Cinderella? I believe so.

Let’s sit down and talk about the sense of satisfaction. I believe only staffs that belong to event-organising companies do feel A LOT of it. Really. Asking myself if I have ever even smelt or touch that sense, then I would I say I did, but that was eons ago when I organised outings, camp activities, gatherings etc. It did cost me a bomb on the shitty handphone bill, but it was worth it because, looking at the beaming smile on everyone’s faces just makes me feel proud. Proud that I had done my job right and fair.

The fact that this sense actually brings one that feeling. That feeling that is not really an achieving but more of an accomplished feel. A feeling that so robs you off your tame emotions. But who could we blame, for that sense of satisfaction is really great, because, especially in my position, I have done my part, be it a minor or major part, that I have made this fair the best that I could and I could ever imagine it to be. The biggest fair in Singapore, and yes, I am part of it. Literally.

But satisfaction ain’t all about event organising accomplishments. Satisfaction has a varied level of expectations. If you are someone who feels that everything that you possess isn’t enough in life, then obviously you ain’t that satisfied with life yet. I used to see satisfaction being equalled to greed. Because, if you are greedy, then you definitely ain’t satisfied no matter how much abundance of your needs and wants could pile upon. Now, as my attitude towards life change on course to the future, I now see satisfaction as a blessing. A blessing that tells you to be glad for what you are given to possess. And when thou doesn’t see that blessing, then thou is blinded by greed and unhappiness.

Do feel happy for what you have. Life just come once. Because you can’t feel yourself in the next. =)

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