State of Panick.

That’s my current feeling. Why? Because tomorrow afternoon’s my driving test. I only learnt 18 lessons. And it’s not the usual amount for a person to learn before taking the big test. What’s wrong? Well, apparently my job, my army life and other aspects of life has forced me to only take that little amount of things. Lol. And yes, the weather isn’t doing me a a kind favour at all. I turn left to look out and to my surprise, when I just thought that it is 5:30, an evening sky is what I’m expecting. But it looks like night time now. Thanks to the darkest clouds I have seen in my estate so far.

And yes, this is my early post for the past 2 weeks because I’m afraid I’ve to sleep early in preparation for tomorrow’s test. Yes, I’m still having the heebie geebies and butterflies in my stomach. But, you know, after all, the tester is still a human. So I need to keep my cool and confidence. Can someone up that for me. =).

My state of panick now has caused me to lose my appetite, my thirst for success, and yes, my energy, just when I needed it the most. Someone has asked me about how I manage to blog about something everyday, even so if my brain is empty. Well, seriously speaking, anything and any letter that I pressed on the keyboard is deemed blind and any-o-how. And it’s just that I tend to blog uninspirationally and type about the build up to my uninspiration. Inspiring? Nah.

Somebody Save Me. Please.

Pic of the Day: Show me the Light at the end. =)

Seasons.

I have been discussing about a planned trip to Japan with Suban, and believing from the fact that most of them won’t be able to go, then most probably it will be me and him to Japan. Sometimes I wish that I could really travel with close friends but somehow, it just seems improbable. Well, maybe because there are different times and seasons when we travel to Japan. But who knows, we need not need the snow to enjoy.

Speaking about seasons, in this post here and starting from the next sentence, please do not refer seasons to a type of climatic or weather change. Here it goes. Seasons in humans. What am I saying here? Well, I think that humans have their own “seasons” in their brains and mindsets. Different countrymen have their own seasonal mindset. Elaborate? Alright, “seasonal mindset” also means that their self, in conjunction with the brain, adapts to a different type of behaviour throughout the span of the year.

Like for example, in Singapore, January is a start to a new year, and then people will all start to be prepared and geared up for work, school, etc. Then when it reaches to the end of January and beginning of February, every Chinese in Singapore starts to adopt a “festive mood” thanks to Chinese New Year, and then that’s when everyone’s hardworking attitude starts to deteriorate. LOL. For students in particular, when the month of March and June reaches, they all knew that the school holidays are here and a chance would be gone begging if they never left the house for an outing or more.

It’s just amazing to see a person’s seasonal mindset switch in a split second when they all knew that the day is coming. Of course, with the help of viewing the calendar at the start of the year definitely brings out a more “prepared” and “ready” brain. Lol. Let’s bring ourselves to Japan. Japan, in a different calender style, has 4 seasons to go with. Namely, alright, i won’t mention since it’s obvious. Not because I want to fill up words here but yes, its understandable. They go by knowing that winter is here, prepared and ready, then they will expect snow to fall like rain, so they set their minds straight, knowing that leaving their house without a coat or jacket is a no-no.

Seriously, I really need to go to Japan. Lol. I’m rather seasonal. =)

Pic of the Day: Down but not out. =)