Now? I guess it’s just a mixed of black, white, grey. But I do wish to see colours in my life. Not that I’m vision impaired, but it’s just that I’m not working, having fun slacking and out with my girl and friends, it just doesn’t really bother me at the moment that I’m lacking money. And I do really need some holiday to let me feel happy for a while before I get back to the freaking workforce that pays us so little and increasing every amount of payments that we can make.
To me, anything that has colour is colourful. Maybe it’s because that I’m not very fussy about anything in life but I feel rather happy go lucky all the time. That won’t help if I dwell on it in the near future. But when I have no money getting in my pockets, I feel that the output is rather fast and constant. Yes, you would think that it’s me that I’m making myself spend money because I’m going out all the time. If that’s the case, then find something for me to do at home. Work from home? I think it’s a scam.
Actually, now in life, there’s colours everywhere, with a shade of grey behind everything. It’s like a silhouette, except that with the base filled with colours and the outline in grey. There are many ways that we can really depict and explain life. How and what we mention about it is as unique as it can get. The norm will be “normal, bored, fine”. But the exceptional will be like “fantastic, sombre, monotonous”. I’m not saying that I’m sombre now, but it’s between sombre and fantastic. Nothing really makes me happy at the moment. There are many things that are happening next month, which I didn’t really want to bother. Don’t ask why. It’s another life that I must drag across.
On the other side of my brain, Hope is actually dragging me out of the bottomless pit of misery. Telling me that there’s got to be more than just what you see in life. Like beyond the sand dunes in the desert lies more than just an oasis. Like beyond the ocean waters lies more than just an island. Like beyond the thunderstorm clouds lies more than just the Sun. And I did explore in life, finding out that it’s quite a daunting task. But that was when I was younger, when inexperience was they key to all failures. But now, I stand firm and different from before. Because, you will only have colours in your life if you put the colours into you own life by your own hands. In other words, you are what you live. So improve it, or don’t complain. =)
Pic of the Day: Shades of Grey. =)
