I used to talk to myself. Why? Amazingly it’s just to speak to my inner self, asking myself what should I do, and if my previous or particular action is something that I would wish to take back.
It’s not all wrong to speak to yourself, just that others might treat you like a runaway patient from the mental hospital, but then again, sometimes, speaking to yourself can actually instill some calmness and allows your mind to think properly. Something like yoga just that you need not do anything except talk to yourself. But please don’t go talking to some space just beside you. It’s freaky really.
Never in my life have I reflected with other people. Not that I’m an introvert. And neither am I reserved. But I only have a certain quota of my friends that I tell them about my instability in the heart. Some things are meant to be only in your heart, by your heart. Anyway, there isn’t much trouble to talk to yourself. Because – if you can really holla out your music in the bathroom, why not holla your problems to yourself? It ain’t difficult really.
The only problem about speaking to yourself is that for long term, who knows, you might develop some split personality and become like that wretched creature Gollum in Lord of the Rings, with a totally unbalanced personality so strong that it beats a frail good side of him like as if a human crushing an ant. Developing a split personality could be dangerous for not only yourself, but also the people around you. Can you imagine when you are telling your friends you are going out with your girl and the next thing you know, you are killing her at an abandon warehouse somewhere in Kallang?
Scary thoughts. Paranoid. I still talk to myself once in a while. But I’m normal. I just like to talk to myself. Hopefully when I’m old, people ain’t thinking that I’m senile. =)
Pic of the Day: – Twisted Mind. =)
