Friends that means. What are friends? Can I ask this simple question that can be as complicated as a question on Love. A lot like love huh. Just that friends prove to be the decisive factor in most outings and decisions in an outing or gathering.
Then again, I felt that friends who keep anything from you are not worthy to be friends. Worse, friends who always indirectly use you and then when you need help, they shun away and leave you in the down. Great friends? Fuck no. Sometimes I do so many things and I realised that I’m rather foolish. Why be such a help when your friends don’t even think about the things that you have done? Why be such a help when your friends feel that whatever you do is on your own accord and don’t even bother or appreciate it?
Friends like these are selfish and do not even qualify as a friend. They might as well stay truly a friend to himself. In the future, if I ever make it big and if he needs my help, I think most probably I will just shun myself aside. Does it matter if he spoke behind my back? I think that whole bunch of them certainly did. From the start I could foresee. Think I’m a dumbfuck? Think again.
I won’t help those people no matter how bad it is. I don’t see what have they done for me. Not being calculative here. Just feel that they are going over my head. Not a good thing. Especially when it’s me. Am I asking for too much? Perhaps not. Because I know what I have done and I have done most to recover. It’s just too bad that I have thought about it and will continue to think about it. Call me revengeful. I don’t care. I only believe in retribution and not revenge. You will see. =).
Pic of the Day: Dark and Deadly. =|
