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20 Dec 2010 Leave a Comment

by egomarc in Just Updates, life

So I hit the 50,000 viewership mark. Not that I care, not that I even bother. I don’t even know who reads them these days.

I always believed in one thing all the time, and that’s silence. Because the essence of silence is such a peaceful virtue that even life and death concurs.

Not that I can take silence. But I understand the true meaning of irritation and noise. Annoyance is basically the other word for all the bullshit that is happening in life. I can take the bullshit, because it’s all that is thrown to me. And I will not be someone like those people that play around with bullshit.

I realise as time flies, I cannot take imperfections recently. Somehow I’m not contended with life and what there is to offer. And I’m not liking every single bit of it. But I have only this much to realise how much people and things have changed over this whole 2010.

That’s why I have decided to take a step back to look at the bigger picture. I see more clearly the things that might occur and happen. I see more clearly what there is to come, and what suffering I would get in the future. I will probably be in the midst of my own world, but hey, isn’t that what life’s all about? Ultimately, it spurs back to one’s self to produce the magic that weaves the whole situation to your favour. I don’t say doesn’t mean I don’t care. I don’t talk doesn’t mean I don’t know.

Cyberworld is just another virtual place. Reality is always behind it.

So my wish for this Christmas?

To be alone.

Disconnecting to be connected.