Seremban (15th – 17th Oct 2010)
22 Oct 2010 Leave a Comment
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This is a trip I will probably never forget in years to come. And it’s such an eye-opener, I’m feeling fortunate enough to be living in a place like Singapore. And it has opened up to me that life there is a totally different meaning in all, and I feel different. I feel that I seriously need to change. What did I face, you must have asked. Well, this is 3 days of life in Seremban, where my late great-grandparents lived and when my dad used to grow up at a playground and falling almost everytime he runs around it.
Day 1 – 2145H
Technically, the playground is not there anymore, and it has become a carpark by day, but roadside eateries by night. And I had char kuay teow without kuay teow. Solid eh. Sitting on stoods that probably will break anytime, I had a lot of food on that particular night alone, with my uncle bringing us to eat some great beehoon with handmade fishballs and zhi char. After that was supper at the roadside eateries. Had a bowl of tauhuay, a cup of coconut drink and that plate of char kuay teow. You know, the one that sold the coconut drink to us is an old lady that has been cutting, peeling and selling that drink since my dad was young? And how old and frail she looks now but still able to wield a freaking parang right at you? That’s the amount of energy she still got left in that woman. Respect.
And we left for my grandaunt’s place, getting to know some of them, like my twin aunts and my uncle, and yes, I only realise that I have more relatives than I think I had. Discovery #1 – I have more aunts and uncles. Discovery #2 – my twin aunts used to be reporters in KL. Cool or what. But anyways, they are very friendly and humble people, and patient for sure. And I’m truly ashamed that many Singaporeans are of the opposite attitude. I guess we all live in different worlds, but it’s hard not to compare about attitude and persona. So I turned in early, because the first activity on the itinerary is to wake up at 4am and be at a cemetry at 5am. You don’t wanna know that freaking feeling I tell you.
Day 2 – 0502H
Upon reaching the cemetry, we were all cooped up, dark and cosy in the car, with no surrounding lights, and nothing but only the bleak orange horizon that stood beyond the hills that provide that very very soft shade of light. Technically, you can’t see shit. And this is not the end of it. My great-grandparents’ grave is somewhere in between, and when I get to their tomb, it’s already scary enough because surrounding you are actually tombstones till the hills that masked off all light. Imagine when you are on a platform in the middle of the ocean with sharks surrounding you. That’s the kind of feeling you get. I didn’t think that much, but it’s damn creepy, because everyone else around you is dead. Like, yea, seriously dead.
The shifu got into his robe and he started his chanting all the way. It feels like going through a funeral all over again, just that it’s only a few of us and it’s not fun doing it at 5am in the morning when all souls are resting. The purpose of this is that we need to cremate our great-grandparents and place them at a crematorium at Seremban. But this cemetery is somewhere north of Seremban. So while waiting for the gravediggers to be done with their job, we headed for breakfast, and I caught one of the most beautiful sunrise in my entire life. It’s like a stream of cloud underlining diagonally up with the sky dyed red and orange. That feeling is undeniably good because I have been trying to chase sunsets and sunrise everytime. And I get good ones there. =D
It’s even better when you are having breakfast, with a bowl of noodles and a cup of Ice tea. What a way to start the day.
Day 2 – 0930H
So we headed back to rest after that, before heading out again to the temple with a crematorium at the top of a hill. It’s was all serene there, with birds chirping and light breeze every other second. The place was clean and neat, a very pleasant turnout for the eyes indeed. It resembles only one word in my mind – Peace. And the ritual continued, with myself being the eldest great-grandson (makes me feel that old), carrying my great-grandma’s urn and placing into the slot that our relatives purchased. After making our offerings and burning the necessary papers, it was time to head back for lunch, when another aunt of mine whipped up a sumptuous meal that I will probably never forget.
The best dish was the Ginger Wine Chicken. The best dish I had that afternoon. Two thumbs up!
Day 2 – 1450H
We headed to Jusco to talk a walk around, which basically, we had nothing much to buy except venturing into a familiar shop called Popular Book Store. Bought some fengshui books because they were like cheaper than what Singapore could offer. Then we head back and got ready for dinner, which apparently my relatives there reserved for yet another round of great food. I dined in that restaurant like 4 years back, and it still serves great food with good service standards.
Then we had a surprise birthday celebration catered for my grandaunt! And it’s really heartwarming to know that because my aunts and uncle did this like how we are doing it for friends in a birthday party or celebration. Sweet eh. =)
Day 3 – 0920H
It didn’t had to be that early like the previous day, so we woke up a little later, and head down to the Big Market of Seremban to have breakfast that is so cheap and good. Even the coffee they made was so thick and nice. I had like a plate of Sotong Bee Hoon and a plate of Char Siew Wanton Mee. And we shopped for fruits and vegetables. Still the wet market I reminisce in Teban Gardens last time, the market itself is practically wet and a little dirty all around, but that’s what I have expected, and it feels like the old times all over again.
Day 3 – 1353H
Going home was a bit saddening, because I never wanted to leave this place. This is my take-away from this eye opening trip.
- My relatives are somehow humble, kind and heartwarming. It’s really nice to know that people like them still exist and it exist in Malaysia, of all places I expected. And it brings me to shame on how Singaporeans are so fortunate to be around. It also make me feel ashamed that we should all learn the proper ways of being human all over again.
- Going back in time, I learnt all over again to bathe in cold water with a pipe above my head, and I had to shit and pee in a toilet bowl that doesn’t flush. I had to tahan with fan and mosquitoes every night, and I had to dwell in the dark as sometimes there wasn’t light.
- It goes to show how important burial of the dead is to future generations down the road, because without a proper burial, there is no peace for the dead, and it goes to show how respectful you are to them.
- The time when my great-grandparents bones were dug out, my grandaunt saw and broke down and cry. A woman, so old in her age, still has tears and fond memories left to share and tear, and I feel quite pitiful because it’s her mother after all. But we had to console her a little, as it is so long ago since she passed away. It’s a sad sight, but a grief to remember.
- Though the food is cheap, it goes to show that even with the slightest amount of content they possess, it counts as a real blessing to them as it is not about how satisfying or worthy the food is but how full can the food make you feel. When we went to the restaurant, my relatives were like so well-dressed that it made it like we are attending a wedding. Contentment.
- It’s a sad day for us sometimes, but I also learn to put the past aside and face the future with open arms, and that we know we ultimately can’t run away from a problem, but more so that we could stick and fight to the very end. Determination is what we lack. And the right attitude to approach a situation lies so clearly drawn in the working world these days.
I’m glad that I’m back home though, but I’m glad that I bring home a valuable answer to unanswered questions back home. I guess it’s a very great eye-opening trip for me. =)
The Beauty of It
08 Oct 2010 Leave a Comment
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Yes, thanks to Fukie, I got a free invite at the Grand Opening of the first Leica Concept Store at Raffles Hotel yesterday. And time and time again I was mesmerized by the beauty and the control of the camera. The feeling’s like driving a manual car. You want the power, you want the control. And in the Leica, you got that kind of control you want. Aside from all the digital SLRs that we have these days, the Leica is so much so a manual camera that you gotta pit your skills and your adjustments in quick fashion and take a snap of something that you like.
Advantages aside, this camera is not meant for you to do any events. But what makes it special is that it’s special for special occasions. As in, you take people, and scenery, things that don’t usually move in anyway. And it is so good because the photo turns out crisp clear.
I used to hear my dad telling me all about Leica, and how great, reliable and durable it was as a camera brand. And when he saw Panasonic Lumix using their lens, he couldn’t help but heap praises on the Lumix. All thanks to the Leica lens. But now, as I have seen it for myself as one of the first patrons at the first Leica Concept Store in Southeast Asia, I get to witness the range of cameras and accessories, even getting some history lesson from the main Lecia CEO himself. All that talk, and it was enough to keep me determined.
Determined to get one that is.
The store was fantastic, in fact, I feel good in the shop. But I gotta say, to own one of these will take a long while to achieve this target, though the cheapest range of camera they have is like $1328. That’s what I’m targetting. The most expensive is like what, $30,000? I can buy like at least four Canon 5D MkII with 24-105mm lens EACH. Or maybe a new car.
Realistically and rationally, I wouldn’t spend that kinda money unless I’m like $1 million richer, but it’s already a feast to the eyes and I don’t see why I ain’t full. The touch of that titanium and leather is also too good to be true. What smooth quality.
Now I see the beauty in an old-fashion outlook in Leica. Hold on baby, I will get you someday.
Carrots and Fishfood
02 Aug 2010 Leave a Comment
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Today while dumbing the remains of my meal into the dustbin, I came across a carrot head cut and thrown away, missing the bin somehow when it’s like only 30cm away from the sink (-_-”) and then I had to pick it up to throw. I bet it must be my mum. But then again, that’s not the point as when I picked the carrot head up, it brought me back to times when Aishita (our family pet rabbit) is still living and lazing around at it’s cage.
It loved carrots and french beans. And my mother will make it a point that whenever she is cooking carrots or french beans for the day, she will leave the head and probably some remaining french beans for that bunny to eat. And it was a joy because it knew whenever we will going near with a bowl of vegetables, she will jump up with excitement and then start demanding for it. Greedy, but that cute furball never fails to make us smile.
But well, it’s gone.
My dad used to keep fishes and still rearing some. Back then, I realised that he had like 7 to 8 blood parrot fishes. Then since, unfortunately the tanks that he came across to utilise were leaking and had no choice but to change them. But every time he changed one tank, one or two fishes will die. Up till today, only 2 survived, but looking pale and kinda bad in condition. But my dad still decides to keep them, apparently in a container. Sadly my dad’s been busy at work and stuff like that but there’s one good point about him and that he – no matter what living thing is that – will still make the effort even at his loss or sacrifice to keep it alive.
And I admire that character because it is pure sincerity. And it’s also the reason why I’m still walking on this earth healthy and fine. Without that amount of sacrifice, I won’t be here today. Then again, I would say that I pray for the fish to survive till my dad gets a better tank. Or at least find the time to release it to waters where it will be dangerous but much more freedom for it to enjoy.
Emotional pets aside, seems that tomorrow will be battlefront day as all of them were clearing off today. Tomorrow is meeting day and I’m sure gonna get buttered left right centre. Maybe additional kaya still. Then again, at this crucial point of time, they take away my monitor at my office for repairs when the annual audit check is coming in September. Fuck my life no?
This is bad counterproductive work behaviour. And I don’t like it.
Anyways, some photos that were taken from the past few months of late. Most can be found on Facebook. =)
Big Walk 2010 with family and Geokie and Zai! =)
Food Spree with Colin and Annice! There was more food. Just lesser pictures. Haha! =)
Marina Bay Sands and World Cup Finals! Epic Tiredness. Haha. =)
One day I decided to cook maggi mee when I was dead hungry.
Singapore International Jewellery Show 2010 at Marina Bay Sands with Xueli! Only Models Sadly. Haha. =)
Thanks for looking babe. Haha.
I heard that during the Singapore International Jewellery Show, 2 China nationals went there to rob and steal a pair of diamond earrings I think. And it’s of $10000 in value. One went to distract the salesperson after he took out the diamonds and the other just grabbed and go. And the security guard just felt that they were suspicious and gave chase. Haha. You think Singapore security guard dumb one ah. I think sometimes some security guards are respectable for their attitude at work. *Salutes*
Will blog more soon!
How Is It Possible?
07 Jul 2010 Leave a Comment
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The likely chance of you getting into an unlucky shit only happens once. But the unlikely truth is that you can get into that shit TWICE in a few minutes at the same place at the same situation. Here’s what happend.
Base on the illustration above, the yellow car is – yes, my car. The blue one is Colin’s car. The 2 of us, including Zainal, David and Gilbert were at Orchard Central’s Gelare for Waffle Tuesdays. And yes, apparently after Zainal and Gilbert left for elsewhere, we decided for more food after feeling rather inhumanly hungry today. So we decided to leave Orchard Central for Spize at River Valley.
So when we got down to the exit point, we were greeted by these 3 cars as shown above. Car number 1 has been there for quite a while and it is rather strange that the car isn’t moving, and the machine isn’t really detecting his IU device of the car. But strangely, the guy in the car just did nothing to even react. WHERE’S THE COMMON SENSE DUDE.
The security guard(s) over there sensed something amiss, so they decided to check on the guy and they realise that there’s a problem with the car’s IU device, and ushered the other cars behind to reverse so that Car number 1 can reverse to one side to settle his issue. That’s practically fine with me because that could have been done like a very long time ago, rather than getting stuck there and being clueless on what to do other then waiting for the barrier to rise which is at this case, NOT likely to happen because of his faulty IU device.
As shown above, Car number 1, with the help of the security guards, reversed his car to that particular corner so that the rest of the vehicles which are poorly waiting for him to give way can move ahead and exit the carpark. So the vehicle behind Car number 1 proceeded and manage to pass through the gantry with ease.
Then came the second idiot.
As you can see from the poor illustration that I had to do with Paint, Car number 2 had to stop there for awhile so that the machine can deduct it’s cashcard value in order to open the gantry. And like most carparks here in Singapore, they have a display that tells you how much they have deducted from your cashcard from the car. Apparently, this idiot didn’t top up his card. And I can see his silhouette fumbling in his car and stuff like that. And with the display flashing “Insufficient funds”, I knew why there was all that “Oh shit, Oh shit” reaction going on in his car. Zzz.
And it’s quite “sian-sational” for him to feel that before him was an idiot who didn’t had the initative to get out of his car to direct other’s to move backwards so that he can move, and Car number 2 driver must be cursing and swearing at how idiotic he is. Then as Karma struck at boiling point, the kettle starts to whistle. And he got his revenge. Thanks to him, myself and Colin were like “what the fuck….” in our respective vehicles.
So ultimately, Car number 2 had to reverse to the left of my vehicle and carry on his own problem to allow other vehicles behind him to go. I was hoping that Colin wouldn’t get stuck at the gantry. Luckily he didn’t. Because it’s not the gantry machine’s technical fault by the way.
This serves as a good example of not being ready for situations like this. It’s very funny yet critical that people, knowing that they are gonna exit the carpark but not knowing how long they actually parked, actually still try to exit the carpark without even bothering to check on what amount their cashcard has left inside. And it’s funny because they think that they are the only car that is exiting this carpark. Selfish or inconsiderate?
Just…. Suay la. Haha.
Oh ya, this is a fine example of not being prepared for situations as well. So to those Singaporeans who keep complaining about the DBS/POSB server being down in the morning, please wake up your damn idea and stop being a slave to technology. If everyone is to depend on ATM machines every morning or every hour of the day, why the hell is money printed out for? Monopoly boardgames? Your wallet isn’t there to contain only CARDS. If cash was king, why didn’t you have some spare ones in your wallet/pocket/coincase? Don’t go “oh ya hor” on me.
If the server is down for a week then you have every right to complain about your money getting stuck in the bank for the wrong reasons but if it’s only for a morning which probably most of the time, you won’t really need to use it unless otherwise necessary, just be prepared with some cash in your wallet.
Now let me go back to my reflective corner.
Pen Down Your Thoughts.
14 Jun 2010 Leave a Comment
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Probably the photo has no meaning to the title. But then again, it caught me thinking for awhile. Like, after I sat down and thought it through, I realised that maybe this will be quite fun. At the same time at least I know who’s reading this blog. Haha.
Now, readers – if any – I would really like to seek your kind “attention” to actually think back like in history or in the past. The question I pose is simple – What is the most memorable thing that you spent your time while with me around? As in, what can you remember of when we hang out together as a group or what have you. I don’t know, why don’t you tell me?
This, I thought, would provoke some brain juice and at the same time, bring back fond memories, or maybe bad ones. Then again, if there are any times that I have done wrong, sorry seems to be the hardest word. But I will apologise. Good times, let it be good ones indeed.
So, pen down your thoughts in my comment box below! Or simply just msn/twitter/facebook msg/sms/whatsapp/email me if you can! Or if you want to. Hope to hear from anyone of you soon! =)
No Sacrifice, No Victory.
Oh, That Familiar Earphones.
16 May 2010 Leave a Comment
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Today, for the first time since I lost my earphones, I manage to put 2 soundwave-projecting studs into my ears and reserve the right to be anti-social for an hour, listening to some of my favourite tunes while dad drives towards the hospital to visit my grandma. Her condition is, well – bad – so to speak. Not only she forgets, now she sees dead people. And just not too long ago, she spoke about HER FUNERAL with my cousins who were visiting her. Sigh. Why Grandma, Why?
Then again, I really wished for the best for her. So my whole Sunday today was dedicated solely to assist my grandma in whatever aspects possible. After the visit, the whole of our family head down to my Grandma’s place to clear up whatever stuff that she has that she doesn’t need. You know, old people tend to have much more sentiments than we do, though we do appreciate those sentiments, but not on stuff that they do not need and still bear a some sentimental value to the elderly themselves. So we had to clear whatever we can. My grandpa could just sit there and watch. Though you can see the reluctance, but he still shrugs it off and laughs and some stuff that he doesn’t need.
So, cockroaches were basically dead and some still trying to live. So many things, it’s not even a livable condition for the cockroaches as well. Some antique stuff, many ricecookers, many tupperware containers and so much more food and beverages. I wonder what they have kept in there for so long. Probably because my grandma owns the kitchen even more, which explains the surmountable items that they have in the kitchen. It never stops growing though. But we had to act before it piles higher than Mount Fuji.
Yet again, there are many things I would like to do now. If I can, I will probably give my time for my grandma. Help to pack her house whenever I can. And today, we probably only did the kitchen. That explains how many things she has inside that small 2 room flat.
Next, I would like to clear my damn email in camp. I think by now I should have more than 200. Or maybe more. I can’t be bothered for now. Because the course is also not as easy as it seems. It’s stupid, but yet ironic, that I’m rejected by NTU but yet again I’m on a course that is held by a joint-venture thingy by the SAF and NTU. Whacked up university. Probably they are more interested in foreign talents. Never mind, I shall go and try and study for some direct honours somewhere.
Lastly, I will need to head down to Lot 1 or at least some travel agencies that can give me some offers on trips to Batam or something. Or at least a Taiwan, Japan, Bintan or Mauritius trip. The Maldives one…. I will save it for my wife – if I have one when the time comes. But at the meantime, seafood is the main concern. And Batam would probably be the place to go. Now it is the concern of the dates. Shucks. June holidays are always the pocket killers.
I need some distraction. Ohh, beautiful release.
Some photos during the clean up.
Will update soon! =)
The Proper Indulgence
16 May 2010 1 Comment
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“Good things happen to those who act, not wait.” – Khim
After she typed that, I started to ponder.
As I drove down memory lane once more, lamp post lights flashing by me like fireflies queued proper along the street, I asked myself after all these days and months that past, have I learnt anything from all the rights and wrongs that presently made past my conscious till today. In fact, I have always been cautious about what I put up here on my blog. Because I know who’s reading it and who’s not. And that I structured it so politically correct that probably you won’t even know who I’m talking about here.
But still, I do not have anything to hide or fear because I know my conscious is clear.
Anyways, after all those ups and downs, I probably know what I really one and what type of person I would really want to be with. But as you know life is like these few examples. Let me state them clearly that no names are involved. Must state the disclaimer clearly or else anyone quote you, your life will be in shit trouble. Heh.
Ok, back to the exampling. So you have these few examples – close friends that is not right to love; friends that you know that personalities won’t work out; friends that after confession, they start to avoid you; friends that give you that sense of inferiority; friends that when you are about to confess ends up with another guy; friends that you know that might just be the perfect match but you know that she won’t like a fucktard like you; and the list goes on and on…
And as she quoted about acting instead of waiting, let me give you a small perception of “old school chasing skirts”. Ok, the generalization of girls of last time are – shy, feminine, demure, “proper”. And guys will be the ones who are adventurous, daring, confident etc. So they guys get their girls easily. No matter how, they just get their girls.
And now, somehow women don’t like to be pushed around like toys. So they are trying to take over supremacy of guys. So, they guys these days, getting hurt by girls, tend to eventually become hurt and become gay. And the women, thinking that they can become better guys, become lesbians. And the guys who are not gays, feeling a little more inferior, eventually feels that they shouldn’t be revealing their feelings because all of them are afraid of rejection. Maybe the girls who aren’t lesbians will feel the same way too.
So what’s new? I don’t see any happenings going on and I don’t see it anytime soon. Because probably I lost hope in far too many of them. But I know there’s one out there that I know could possibly be the one. But I know it will be impossible. Personalities aside, I feel that somehow a cold shoulder always arises. And that somehow you can feel that force pushing you away. Perhaps I think too much, but even now that I have kindly restored most of my self confidence in a way, I would still want to keep my humbleness.
Of course, shyness is an issue. But the fear of rejection is another. It’s like how we face life. We have many obstacles ahead, but there’s always something pulling you back from crossing over that obstacle. I have this feeling that once that confession begins, it’s all over for a friendship that you thought that might have drawn you closer to blissfulness, and that so much determination might just want you to make things happen between each other would end up into dreams that never materialized.
Then there’s the classic case when you always hang out with a certain someone, and you start to like the person and that you enjoy so much time together but has she even felt anything that you have done for her? Or at least liked you at some point or another? All these thoughts are vague and that we will all never know until the latter says it from her mouth. And with reference to the above paragraph, you can tell that once that god damn confession begins, all is over. Probably both might not end up in talking terms. Scary? But it’s true.
Yet again, I bring myself back to the starting line, without thinking much, building up the confidence, hoping that I can make the first step to any thing that will bring success to me. Even if I say that I’m ready, no way will a girl eventually confess to you still. And no way would a girl come to you and say that she likes you a lot. All these are just fake hopes and visions that probably won’t even happen. No girl will come msn-ing you and telling you how much they miss you. No girl will come and sms you and ask you what are you doing now. No girl will call you on purpose and ask you how are you doing not because she cares but because she yearns to hear your voice.
Because there’s no one out there. It’s not about fading hopes, but it’s about reality checks. Girls are probably too busy with their own busy schedule and lives. Probably too busy with every other meet ups that they have. Probably too lazy to even get out of bed. Probably too lazy for anything. So, guys, if anyone of you are reading this, please get that self confidence up and running first, then you will be prepared to face that war.
All those on the previous paragraph will only happen if you make the effort to do some form of communication with that girl that you like. It’s never too late for anything right now. But it’s all about risk taking. Even if it’s a failure, at least you know the clear answer. Isn’t that all about the search for answers in life?
In conclusion, I just want to say that now that I know what I really want and what I want to achieve and who I want to be with, at least it paints a clearer picture on my future, and that at least I know I can see who my future lies with too. And at least I know who will appreciate me for who I am. Because everyone’s special in their own way. And there’s still somebody out there for you to love. Because you might just be the special one for her.
But at least I’m none to any for now.
Twirly
26 Apr 2010 Leave a Comment
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Went down to the Helix yesterday and realised that it was just another state of the art object that looks like a twirly caterpillar that got it’s insides ripped out by humans walking in and out of it. But then again, it’s Singapore that we are at and it’s quite amazing that Singapore changed throughout these years from the ravaged ruins to the architecture of tomorrow.
Probably because Singaporeans are complaining about the boring buildings we see everyday that sparks the government to do something about their landscape. And so they did. Apparently Singaporeans are a tough bunch to please, so even if it’s something new, it will be a cheap thrill for all. Then eventually everyone will go “Ohhhh, that thing ah, nothing much one la.”.
Correct or not?
Photos on Facebook btw. You got it. Facebook. Was absent from that social networking thing for probably 2 weeks plus already? Apparently I was trying to get some life outside instead of just refreshing my god damn profile. But to tell you the truth, I realise that probably 30% of my life revolves around Facebook. And it’s a shitass habit that I would like to get rid of.
So now that I’m not so addicted to Facebook, it gives me the chance to achieve more things than just this. Time management has improved on my own end and that I believe I can do more than just going online. I have yet to try making my blueberry crumble cheesecake. But I got the recipe already. Wonder where and when I should try. Hmmm.
Yes, and now that I have kinda successfully stop the addiction, I guess I will go upload my photos in a while. Miss me not being around while you still can, because when I’m back there, shit is gonna start stirring. I’m a shit stirrer by the way. Hurhur.
Anyways, all the best to those who are studying, and working, and having exams, and stressed out, and falling out of love, and falling in love, and whatever traumatic experience you are in. Hope you ALL are coping well. =)
Some Hits and Misses
21 Mar 2010 Leave a Comment
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Haven’t been making my blog colourful recently. Now’s the time. Before the Man Utd and Liverpool match begin, let me post some photos that probably might do just good. =)
Morning breakfast at Prive. Smile for the win! =))
Hort Park was next.
And shots that I have been missing out for so long. =)
Heh. =)
Missing times like these. It’s been a long time since I took all my cameras out for a short walk.
Then Mel left for Aussie again. Will drop by whenever I can! =D
Grandmum’s Birthday!
And we have our grandma’s 82nd birthday!
Time to bring out my cameras. Shoot those sorrows away.
Wolfman
20 Feb 2010 Leave a Comment
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The Plot – Set in the late 1880s, this remake of the 1941 Hollywood classic begins with Lawrence Talbot meeting his estranged father following his brother’s death. While searching for his brother’s murderer, he soon discovers something horrifying – that the murderer is none other than the werewolf himself.
Tell me if I had just read a fantastic novel. Ok, I’m kidding on the reading part, but to me, watching this movie felt like I was reading the storybook from a decade ago. And it seemed all so surreal, from the morphing to the werewolf to the sad love story to the betrayal and stuff like that.
Benecio Del Toro looks really weird in this movie though I felt that his character was mysterious enough. I felt that he looks more like Dracula than a werewolf though. Anthony Hopkins still has that kind yet sly but cunning face that ever masks so well in his role personally. And the fact that Hugo Weaving is the detective makes it all the more sound like himself as Agent Smith in the Matrix.
In my perspective, the plot was fantastic, as there’s a start, a follow up, action scenes, death, love, all the way till the end. But then, everything else was a slight problem. Given the fact that the colour tone of this show is mainly black and grey, it’s not surprising to imply that a show of darkness and horror has to be of a monotonous tone. Fair enough, most mythical shows like these end up with colours of despair and dullness.
The other thing I would like to comment is the sound effects that probably was so crisp and clear that in a horror movie, I would just get ready to close my eyes and not watch. Wicked.
Overall, I felt that because it’s a remake, and that it’s an old movie, nothing much has changed from last time only to have better CGI inculcated into the movie, but nonetheless, if you have time to kill, this movie ain’t that bad if you know how to appreciate it. =)
Ratings – 3 and a half out of 5 stars.
Thats All?
17 Feb 2010 Leave a Comment
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Ok, CNY holidays just ended in a blink of an eye. Just like that?
Though it was only 3 days, a fruitful yet thoughtless CNY for me was apparently hacked by the fact that my grandfather went missing on the eve of CNY and only to reach home being exhausted and lethargic on the first day of CNY. Those who were concern, I thank you for your prayers and blessings. Anyways, I guess old age and dementia was the cause.
So far, CNY has proved to be rather kind for me though there were hiccups here and there. But everything went well and smooth. Hope all readers are facing the greatest earnings in their gambling lives!
But now it’s all back to work, and I haven’t got the chance to really talk to the outside world besides my cousins and siblings. I guess CNY is really a time when family members do rub shoulders with each other, bringing in heart-to-heart talks in an instance, catching up with good old times, hilarious stories of our past and not forgetting our forefathers and what they have brought us today. And as I reached probably a quarter or maybe a third of my life, I have been through 25 festive seasons, everything looks the same just that everyone is all grown up and those who are old are getting older.
Just that I don’t wish for all to leave me. It’s tough, but it’s a true fact. Because death is a place everyone eventually goes to. It will be a destination for all to share. Then again, by going through all these, I do hope that I can visualise a better perspective in the whole family and towards a greater future in everyone’s lives. Yes, not forgetting that because you know that life is always a whisker away from death, it takes all the more courage and determination to achieve as much as possible before you know there’s not much time left. It’s short, but it’s possible, as long as you are determined.
So, treat it like everyday is your last. Do what you always feel like doing. Say I love you to those who you really love. Apologise to those whom you’ve offended. Cheer someone up. Confess to the one you have been holding back so long. Conquer the world. Because for all you know that you might just be gone tomorrow.
And now I wonder how much money I got in my ang bao…
Pic of the Day : Counting the numbers..
CNY 2010 Day 1
15 Feb 2010 Leave a Comment
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Some photos of yesterday’s get together with the cousins. =D
More photos on Facebook. =)
This first day of Chinese New Year is like good old times, getting back together to celebrate and catch up with everyone. But I guess it feels different this year. Then again, putting all sorrows aside, I guess that’s what matters the most right now.
In time of test, family is the best. - Xueli
Food.. in General.
10 Feb 2010 Leave a Comment
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Ok I should be paranoid over food right now, apparently because I’m having many many celebrations coming up due to the Lunar New Year. I have not cleaned up my room, I have not bought my shoes. I’m so dead.
So…. with the Lunar New Year around the corner, has everyone done whatever they need to do? As in spring cleaning, paying up debts etc. Well, I have not done my first point though. Haha. But it’s quite taxing to actually stay up one whole day to finish all this. But apart from all the work and meet ups, I guess I will make resolutions for this one. Not that I don’t make them for the New Year’s New Year, I feel that the Lunar one seems more significant in my own perspective.
And on to my resolutions for this year.
- To STOP Procrastinating. Many at times when I hesitate over decisions to shop, decisions to tell people about how I feel, decisions to execute an action etc. I felt that I could probably do better than to start hem-ing and haw-ing around. I guess it will probably teach me to be a more precise and forthcoming person. I hope.
- To eat LESSER and start RUNNING. Recently due to the work load that I’m facing, I don’t have much time to really do sports or at least keep myself fit. Which is why probably the diet portion can do justice. Maybe eating lesser might just help. Though I know muscles are the ones that are pulling me down to earth. As part of excelling, I will try to start running more often than not running at all. Not only it helps in the benefits of health and fitness but it also keeps my mind occupied and not being able to think so much of all those hurtful memories and events.
- To STOP Complaining – Knowing that I can’t do no shit when I complain, I asked myself yet again why am I doing all this? If I knew that it would be a constant thorn to the flesh, then it’s time to plant that rose somewhere else. I guess I have to start prioritizing my jobscope. Or else I will sink in too much.
I took a little turn to be a little more cheerful than usual. But I got that damn feeling that someone hates me right now. Someone close. It’s an instinct that I probably can’t belittle but can’t overlook as well. Don’t tell me it’s you reading this? But if you have the power to hate me, don’t hate me behind my back. Just tell me the cold hard truth. Because I would like to work out things from there.
I don’t want to get angry anymore. I don’t want to be disappointed just because I expect so much. I had enough of expecting from everyone. I don’t want to think anymore. I don’t want this silence. I don’t know what’s going on.
Difficulties.
04 Jan 2010 2 Comments
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You know, it’s really really hard to think positive. And I believe it’s the same as that saying that says that people won’t remember the goods that you do but the bads that you have done. Well, negativity is what clouds most of us, probably the same amount as what I have. Only the determined ones are those with the positive and “never-say-die” mindset.
Today, I put myself through a gruelling 12 hours or work at the office, clearing all the shit that I can clear. Manage to do many, with not much confidence because everything in my job as days go by becomes something new. But what can I do? Sometimes I wonder if the shit is ever mine to clear. Then again, if I don’t do, I will get into trouble. So what can I do? Probably my job now is to clear shit of the past. And if I clear it well and clean, then probably I will be recognised. But I doubt that is such the case in government jobs.
I surprisingly refrained myself so much more to log into facebook and twitter for today. I think I didn’t log on as many times I did in previous occasions. Quite impressed with that, but still, I’m trying so hard to segregate myself from the world because I feel that I should take a break from everything. The holiday did justice, but wasn’t enough. This ain’t humble greed. But I guess I could do with silence for awhile. So mind me but I probably will only blog and not Facebook talk for the moment. Will only be contactable if I’m contactable.
2010 has so far been quite shitty because of the first day of work. And that this first day seemed to be like any other day that is quite shitty at work. But still, reaching home is a blessing. I hope tomorrow will be a little earlier of sorts. But I doubt that is the case because I have tons of more shit to clear. Not mine though. But left behind by what I know as people who do not do their work well enough.
Now, pictures to sum up my 2009. Here goes.
Warning – a post that is too long to remember, but too long to forget.
CNY – this was taken when we always have this standard issue of visiting this granduncle of ours first. This is when we all really gather together for a photo taking session, EVERY YEAR, same area of phototaking. Totally brings back many fun memories. =)
Our home steamboat. Apparently we always eat healthy, but always full to the point that sometimes I wonder why I became fat. Pork, prawns, abalone, fish, chicken, quail eggs, vegetables, sausages etc. Totally love it!
This was taken when we did a night CNY visit to Bren and Bert’s “mansion” apparently we did many stupid things like playing blackjack with 5 cents? LOL. And we probably did some photoshoot and stuff like that. Oh well.
I became bad after that bad experience with her. So what happened is that I went sisha for the first time. Of course, I won’t post the photo here. But then, it was a fantastic experience. Not always a regular thing. Perhaps just for fun. Warning, it’s unhealthy as you all will know.
Then came girlgirl’s birthday. Memories unfold as we all did our crankiness well by playing… in the wardrobe. Of course, those were one of the best group photos taken. Totally fun. A great place with a great night stay indeed. P.S. Geoks, you say want to take photo with me on your birthday also never happened in the end. LOL.
Then came the green laterns. We headed to IKEA after a streak of boring days. Of course, we didn’t waste much time in dwelling, but wasted much time on the kids section. Like what we are above.
Then the picnic after the birthday. Muq made great tasty muffins for all. Fully chocolate, it’s really really rich in chocolate fudge. Totally dig that for sure. With almost full attendance, the picnic was a success, minus the rain, but positively, we picnicked for the first time as a huge group. Kudos to all!
And yes, my birthday. I still look rather weird that day. Oh well. But I loved the fisheye camera. Thanks Nobles! <3
Of course, how could we forget April without Qing Ming Festival? Another usual practise with my family members and relatives. Visited the big grave at Mt Pleasant in a Bus. Then phototaking as if we really have all the time in the world. The laughters. The ancestors. The rain. The fun. Totally fun.
A bad day for girlgirl ended up in smiles when 4 guys and a girl decided to head to T3 to become the most crazy group of people ever. I wonder why we even did ballerina and ninja poses.
After much effort almost into midnight, I fixed up my photos and this huge piece of A0 Photo at Liquids Cafe itself. Displaying there with such huge aura is that sunset picture taken many years back. Amazingly, it still stands out somehow. Of course, it’s for sale. Any takers?
It was Sentosa with WJ one day. And it really brings back so much memories of a child, where I felt that the moving belt around that tank was quite a fun experience. Of course, everyone grows up, and I realise Underwater world is a small peasy place. Can’t compare, but the reminisce of times like these does help bring back smiles in the heart.
We headed to the Henderson Ridges after the exploration session at the Railway itself. The boardwalk was definitely tiring, with Suban having cramps on both legs on the first slope of the walk. But still, he made it with the rest of us nonetheless. Great job brother!
Well, how could we have forgotten that RAWR-ing bread. I brought it along for a trip that probably is it’s first and it’s last. But fun nonetheless. =))
Got a free entry to the Aquarama exhibition at Suntec thanks to a guy who decided to give his tickets away to no one else but me. Totally amazed by the exotic fishes and beautiful aquariums in there. Nice.
Enough said. 5 folds. Enough money. Overkill.
Steamboat at David’s place. Had an impromptu dinner there with loads of food and a greatly done soup courtesy of Suban. Definitely, we had so much food that probably couldn’t make us sinfully sit down and watch tv all the while. Definitely a great time to catch up. and enjoy for sure!
The two rascals that can’t seem to stop bothering me for a minute. Then again, they are just adorable kids that disturb the peace in the house. The girl’s gone to AMK, leaving the boy alone…. to create more disturbance. Irritating. But just damn cute no?
One of the days of work when it was quite boring. My dad brought me over to learn how to overhaul not one but two car engines. It’s definitely a tiring job. But it was worth learning that damn experience.
Coffee Club’s Mudpie still owns sometimes. Had a night out a Clarke Quay with most of the guys from the Nobles. Fantastic catch up with David and Colin being disturbed time and time again. Amazing fun day indeed. Can’t stop laughing as well!
Another day out, with Eugene joining us. Definitely another day of phototaking for sure. =)
During the first week of August, my aunt celebrated her 60th birthday. And boy was it a big one. Check out the family members and relatives there and you see why. Even the last row had to stand on the chairs. Not enough space! Even I’m stuck at the back.,
Another impromptu outing again. I can’t remember much from this, but I’m pretty sure we sat down and Starbucks and McDonalds.
After a day out, we decided to crash KPO in the evening for some ice cream and sorbet. And boy were we happy people after that. The sorbet was quite way above my expectations. Though the place has total coolness in their interior designs, the sorbet was the one that rocked my socks off for sure.
Joyce’s birthday was one of the highlights because I covered her birthday party photos. But it was the food somehow that keeps me eating non-stop. Probably it’s the price that she pays that makes it so tasty. Overall a great party as well as great catch up. I hate the stayover part though.
An impromptu trip to Jurong Hill one night after Al Azhar was the time to really reflect so much in life. I guess the strong wind and the great company did help. =)
I loved the series of this edits because of it’s blurry effect but it was times like these that we decide to sit down and chill. Good old times my friends, good old times.
One boring night when we were bored and didn’t know where to explore, we ended up in the east. But still, this didn’t stop Colin from being funny as always. Never fail to entertain Mr Foo, keep it up! Haha.
Then came Gilbert’s birthday. Tell me, isn’t this picture lovely? Cafe Cappadocia was great, then we went Giraffe to slack, and Zainal and David left early, but still, it was a good night out for all. French Fries was key.
And how can I ever forget when the KOP came to Singapore? Sang my lungs out, lost my voice, did the Kallang Wave in so many years time, wave scarfs as if I was at Liverpool, it was an unforgettable evening. Totally love this match for sure. 5 – 0 thrashing yo. But then again, we gotta give credits to the Singapore team as well.
AYG. Media Boat. Photos on Straits Times and various newspapers and website. What more can I ask for?
Impromptu Sentosa outing with the cousins. It’s time like these that you realise how close can the family get. Sometimes I just gotta take time off and spend it with them.
The First exploration with a large group… to 15 minutes… to order $20 worth of fries… and get scared of it… That’s why Colin has a huge *ahem*. LOL.
Dad’s birthday at Astons. It was my treat. LOL. But I couldn’t help it because I got my first pay. And I felt it was right of me to do so. So I did what I had to do. At least everyone enjoyed their meal. =D
After Colin’s birthday celebration, Mount Faber was probably the only place that we can think of, so it was cam-whoring time as usual, with that ballerina pose surfacing from don’t know whose mind, and then having more fun shots like these. Friends are still the fun ones to be with somehow. Haha.
Right, Colin’s Birthday. I mean, this is the start of Coke’s revolutionarised birthday cards. I mean, Xueli did received one of her own recently for her birthday. I think Zai and Muq did received them too. LOL. But it’s the thought that counts. Great handicraft! Credits go to Coke. =P
Remember Suban’s atas birthday place? Who could have asked for more? I’m pretty sure that the place is still as pretty. Manage to meet up with Wayne that day as he was the lifeguard. Small world, but can’t find time to talk cock with him. Then again, Suban’s birthday was definitely all planned up. At least he enjoyed. And at least he had fun. And all of us being silly in that birthday hat and mask. LOL.
Another impromptu outing. This time with Annice. In fact, it was the first and the last in 2009. LOL. She’s too busy to meet up with the rest, as usual.
Then came my long awaited Australia trip. A trip that probably I will never forget because Qantas gave me the worst experience ever. TV on plane spoilt, baggage delay, missed flight, stuck at Brisbane for 9 hours, only to reach Adelaide after that, and then flight delay on the way back. Kills my mood somehow. But I still love Adelaide. The weather, the peace, the relaxing pace of life there. This year. One more time. If not, Europe.
My 2nd wedding photoshoot in my lifetime. The couple had a simple wedding but of course, for every wedding comes with memories in pictures, and I was quite eager to shoot with determination spurning me on most of the time. I hope I didn’t ruin anything for them. But after this experience, I know how a traditional wedding goes as well as learning points taken.
Yes, and full attendance came. Come on, we hardly have the chance to meet, and just at the right time, on Muqsit’s 24th, everyone appeared. Amazingly. A great group outing with lots of laughter and cheers. And paranormal activity.
The first discovery of One Rochester for us. Amazed by their interiors and ambience, we probably didn’t know that the place was that expensive. But still, we loved the dessert. Fine apple and frangipane tart is still my all time over there. Somehow. Haha.
The first time discovery of Silvery Moon at Pasir Ris Park. Topshells were the tastiest somehow. Of course, accompanied with great ambience, we did had a great time slacking there, apparently because the seats were damn comfortable for me. LOL. Well, nothing beats the company sometimes. =D
Then mum and Andrea’s birthday came. 1 day apart, both of them usually celebrate their birthday together, like how me and Nat celebrated together when we were young, but people can tell that it is 9 days apart. Zzzz. But still, that night we had great Hokkien cuisine with a tasty cake for dessert!
The first discovery of Moonstone. Then again, subsequent visits made it more memorable because of it’s Xmas lighting as well as a relatively worthy liveband to patronise in the future. Saturdays are great days there. And once they remove the canvas shelter above you, a clear sky greets you, and the stars are just within your vision. Fantastic eh.
My First Interior Shoot. Totally stitch it up. And it looks like this. Makes me wanna have a house.
One night when we were bored, Barrage seems like a place to go. And fun usually follows. I forgotten what the game was all about, but I know the both of them were laughing out loud most of the time. Haha!
Well, what’s fun without having fun with toys?
And what’s love without experimenting? Then again, this two shoots were done on a random note. But it was worth it. At least it represents something.
And on a night that was supposingly happy, I guess this picture did sum up most of our mood. Probably on the opposite end, I was quiet that day. Didn’t speak much. But that’s what’s happening to me these days. Probably I shouldn’t talk to much. Oh well.
And so the season to be jolly arrived, where all of us stayed so long to enjoy the little things in life. Though most of them left early, this party was one party never to forget. Great presents exchanged, great food, great music, great photos. Apparently it was totally awesome. =))
To sum up 2009, I guess it was company like these that makes life so much more fun and less-stressful. New year’s day was a one to remember as well, though we had much time to individual selves. But still, it was fun though.
Now let’s hope that the ushering of 2010 be a good, if not great one. Doesn’t sound right for me now, but hopefully things will fall in place.
Time to go. Time to let go.
The Season Is Here!
23 Nov 2009 2 Comments
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Ok, The Season is here again and I’m very sure you know what it is!
And yes, since you are reading this, I’m sending christmas cards out to anyone (locally)! All you need to do is to let me know if you want it and leave your address to receive it from me!
Afraid to disclose your address? Fret not! All you can do is to email me your address at egomarc@gmail.com and when the time comes, you will receive your card!
Remember, while stocks last! =DDDDDDD Hurry!
SEASON GREETINGS!!
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