Now I know.

Now I stop waiting.

Now I start moving on.

Let’s see now.

Let’s see if one appears again.

But I guess it won’t.

I guess single is the word.

Forever. and ever.

And yes, once again, my blog has hit the highest milestone yet. And that is to have 40000 hits on the blog.

Then I start to wonder if there’s really that many people following my blog though I think that only friends and close friends read them and stuff like that.

I think I should be faithful and continue blogging. I havent been blogging for a long long time.

Ok here’s a video to enjoy about. =)

Had my first star gazing session in such a long while.

Memories unfold, tears shroud up my eyes.

Backlog all those that were not finished, and my mind can go as far that my eyes can see.

Shooting stars flying past, what a scene.

Make a wish I did, but I want to know my fate of it.

Chilling wind that ate into my skin, sing some songs I did to calm myself down.

8 wishes I made, and god still didn’t hear my plea.

At least it was a good session. Enough to keep me sane for longer periods.

Now for me to rest my mind.

Hold my hand and comfort me. For I know that we can make it further.

I realised I haven’t been blogging thanks to many things happening in life so far.

So happening that I forget to blog.

Then again, life hasn’t been treating me fairly and well, but what can I do about it.

I just have to deal with it don’t I?

Stress Stress Stress. I think I’m going crazy. Everything’s falling on my shoulder. None of them are happy weights.

And yet again, what can I do about it?

I just have to deal with it don’t I?

Forecasted events in time to come and things aren’t looking very nice in the future. The more I see the less I fight for, the less I see the more I ignore.

I think one session of sinfulness isn’t enough for me.

Give me another cake or puff or ice cream. I’m tired of all this already.

Every day, no matter what happens, is pretty much, another day.

Every other person I know, no matter what happens, is pretty much, another person.

Every other food, no matter what I eat, is pretty much, another meal.

Every other girl I see, no matter who I saw, is pretty much, another girl.

Till I saw you.

Every other day I wait, no matter what happens, is pretty much, another waiting day.

Every other girl that came, no matter what happens, is pretty much, another one that leaves my world.

Every other food, no matter what I eat, is pretty much, another meal that is digested.

Every other person I know, no matter who it is, is pretty much, another person that goes as far as to know my name and nothing else.

Till I found you.

I can’t figure out what I really look for in a girl, because I never had an expectation in any one falling for me. I guess I will only wait for whoever that says that 3 words to me. Confirmation is better than playing that stupid maze to reach the heart. If only loving someone was much easier.

And yes… my beloved is back, though with a minor problem, it seems sufficient enough to keep going on for longer times.

It’s time baby, it’s time. =)))))))))

Bad the sad part is – I’m sick .. after so long. =(((((((((((((

Pic of the Day: Time for some FUN. =P

我哭太多了.

我太愚蠢了.

我太天真了.

我想太多了.

我累坏了.

我放弃了.

Chances are when said and done
Who’ll be the lucky ones
Who make it all the way?
Though you say I could be your answer
Nothing lasts forever
No matter how it feels today

Chances are we´ll find a new equation
Chances roll away from me
Chances are all they hope to be

Don’t get me wrong I’d never say never
Cause though love can change the weather
No act of God can pull me away from you

I´m just a realistic man
A bottle filled with shells and sand
Afraid to love beyond what I can lose when it comes to you
And though I see us through yeah

Chances are we´ll find two destinations
Chances roll away from me
Still chances are more than expectations
The possibilities

Over me
It´s about the two to one
Lay your money on the ground
until you crash what have you done?
Is there a better bet than love?
What you are is what you breathe
You gotta cry before you sing

Chances, chances

Chances lost are hopes torn up pages
Maybe this time
Chances are we´ll be the combination
Chances come and carry me
Chances are waiting to be taken
And I can see
Chances are the fascination
Chances won’t escape from me
Chances are only what we make them
And all I need

A chance is all I need. Will you give that chance to me?

I asked myself if this feeling had ever came across to me so far. Has anyone currently ever gave me that feeling? Or does any girl have that particular feel for me. But of course, feelings don’t come cheap, and feelings are hard to feel. Ironic eh.

I dunno where to start, or neither do I know where to end, but with that feeling I waited for so long, I don’t see it coming so far. Perhaps I’m too dumb to realise. Perhaps I’m too naive to think that everyone’s straight with their words and actions. Or perhaps I didn’t even see it when it was too obvious to speak. I’m a noob at observing, let alone trying to anticipate.

Ever heard of that damn phrase that goes something like – The one that you are looking for all the while might just be the closest person next to you – or something like that? I used to have this dream before that someone so close to me might just happen to fall into my open arms, and being someone that believes so much in dreams, I can’t help but wonder if that surreal dream might become true. Of course, if I start to pursue things like these, probably I will end up destroying the outcome. So I won’t probe into that matter in move on. By the way, that thought of moving on was probably like in secondary school. We all have to grow up in some way don’t we.

What is it like to have that feeling again? I’m feeling numb so far. Dreams, being something so vague, could actually engrave my future in an indirect way. Superstitiously, it sounds scary. Technically, if it can bring me happiness, why not? Still, all these are left to God and his work of nature to find out. One day if I ever end up in a scenario where she’s in my arms, I will ask her – why didn’t I realise it? Why didn’t this came sooner?

That 2 damn words. So deep. So general. So… subjective.

Don’t tell me it’s really you.

Located at the top of Mount Faber stands a few small restaurants and chill out areas that probably not many people want to go. That’s because to go up to Mount Faber, either you have a mode of transportation, or you literally have to hike your way up there. Nonetheless, it’s up to Mr Muscle to go up.

So we had to dine there with some drinks and finger food. Sad to say, they do not have desserts, which I was so craving for that night. Eventually, we settled with a combo set of fries and chicken wings. The fries wasn’t too amazing though, but it wasn’t so bad either. The chicken wings are not bad. Fried to almost perfection, the wings are tender-fresh too.

Ordered the Ice Latte and I would say that it would be the best drink for the day for me. It’s refreshing yet not too sweet for a latte. Good drinks. But what intrigues me up there is the constant breeze accompanied with a breathtaking night view of the sea as well as the lights of Harbourfront and the horizon of ship lights. Turn around from my seat and 180 degrees of horizon greets me.

Ambience was dark and cool at the same time, with very low lighting and very cosy feel. At the same time, light changing fountains were making most of the noise but it’s still a very very nice place to chill nonetheless. Will try their food some day. =)

Some pictures. All are on Facebook though. =)

RATINGS (Out of 10 Stars)

Customer Service – 8
Ambience – 9
Food (Outlook) – 7
Food (Taste) – 8
Cost –8